charming bibliophile

So Sup, was never going to let this out but here i am  I appreciate you reading it, but please don't hold your expectations too high because I'm not a poet. These are only a handful of the poems I've posted; there are many more that I'm still afraid to release.  THE PARADOX WITHIN  I am weird sometimes I apologize a lot, even for small things Even when it's not my mistake I am trying to heal But I hurt myself at the same time I justify myself and my actions a lot Even though there is no explanation needed I have a happy personality But a sad soul I cry a lot, not just crying but wailing, bawling, or sobbing Even for small things I am dedicated to growth But I self-sabotage I love deeply Even though I believe love is an illusion I am really weird sometimes THE WHAT IF'S  What if I go back and everything has changed Not just everything but everyone has changed What if I am never really missed? And they are actually happier without me? What if I was just an option ...

 So Suppp ??! ( anyone reading this please text me and tell me what's going in there life, pleasee do that, i would be so happy ), I hope y'all are doing goodd, im still healing hahahah. no really ,I'm becoming better in every ways nowadays ( you see the rhyming skills i got, ways and days) . Let's start this with a quote: "I have a deeply hidden and inarticulate desire for something beyond the daily life "- Virginia Woolf " Unless I am myself, I am nobody "- Virginia Woolf  if you didnt get the very obvious thing, I'm in my virginia woolf era, i love her poetry and quotes. Anyways, hello again near and dear ones, i genuinely hope you are doing great and you're happy in your life but in case if you're not then please hang on and keep going you will be happy. Have you ever felt in your life that you are exactly where once you wanted to be, we keep chasing our goals which is awesome but sometimes we need to appreciate ourselves for how far ...