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Cheers to a New Year πŸ₯‚

Sup, i hope y'all are doing good. Happy New Year🧚🏻‍♀️, sending everyone warm hugs. no matter how many resolutions you have made for 2025, or vision boards, or some goals (i have done all that shit). I want you to remember that "if we don't enjoy what we have right now, then we don't have anything", we as humans always want more which is a good thing but sometimes we should make a stop and look around, is it really worth it? i hope whatever you are working hard for, you get it but make sure you actually want it. if you are sacrificing so many important things for something then please make sure it will make you happy, sometimes we go fast in our life, running behind our goals that we forget that we have a life and our people and we gotta respect that as well. you might ask why suddenly all of this but actually i saw this documentary where this family is living a very happy life but suddenly they got the news that all the kids in the family only have vision for 1 ...
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Home Sweet Home 🧿

Sup, how have you all been? I'm back to writing blogs after a few months. I stopped writing because I was working hard over the summer and couldn't keep up with everything. I'm still quite busy, which is my excuse for everything lately. But honestly, I am feeling so much emotion together all at once that I'm unable to express it, but I understand it, so it's okay. I haven't been social with my people; lately, I don't watch reels when people send me, and then when they don't for two days, I would be like, oh, why you're not sending them? What's wrong? Which is weird, too. I have stopped talking to a lot of people. I have changed so immensely that sometimes, I'm the shocked one like I did that, woah, but that is okay too. Sometimes I'm glad, like thrilled, but also anxious, feeling about how long the happiness lasts, and then sometimes I'm so sad for no particular reason but just sad. I miss my family a lot. Lately, I keep thinking abou...

The Tortured Poets Department πŸ–€

So Sup, was never going to let this out but here i am  I appreciate you reading it, but please don't hold your expectations too high because I'm not a poet. These are only a handful of the poems I've posted; there are many more that I'm still afraid to release.  THE PARADOX WITHIN  I am weird sometimes I apologize a lot, even for small things Even when it's not my mistake I am trying to heal But I hurt myself at the same time I justify myself and my actions a lot Even though there is no explanation needed I have a happy personality But a sad soul I cry a lot, not just crying but wailing, bawling, or sobbing Even for small things I am dedicated to growth But I self-sabotage I love deeply Even though I believe love is an illusion I am really weird sometimes THE WHAT IF'S  What if I go back and everything has changed Not just everything but everyone has changed What if I am never really missed? And they are actually happier without me? What if I was just an option ...

Euphoria 🦒

 So Suppp ??! ( anyone reading this please text me and tell me what's going in there life, pleasee do that, i would be so happy ), I hope y'all are doing goodd, im still healing hahahah. no really ,I'm becoming better in every ways nowadays ( you see the rhyming skills i got, ways and days) . Let's start this with a quote: "I have a deeply hidden and inarticulate desire for something beyond the daily life "- Virginia Woolf " Unless I am myself, I am nobody "- Virginia Woolf  if you didnt get the very obvious thing, I'm in my virginia woolf era, i love her poetry and quotes. Anyways, hello again near and dear ones, i genuinely hope you are doing great and you're happy in your life but in case if you're not then please hang on and keep going you will be happy. Have you ever felt in your life that you are exactly where once you wanted to be, we keep chasing our goals which is awesome but sometimes we need to appreciate ourselves for how far ...

Healing ❤️‍🩹

So sup, i hope y'all are doing good. I haven't been well for few days, and it's been really difficult. We all keep acting like everything is fine, fine, and fine, but every week there's that one moment when we cry, lose it, and decide to pretend again. Trust me, though—while going through this process, you eventually become fine and really fine. I'm not saying that you should get used to something that isn't you or isn't good for you—because that's not right, and while it's sometimes necessary in life, please try to the last breath for being who you are and don't give up. the literal meaning of HEALING is "the process of making or becoming sound or healthy again." but healing is not that simple and that could be from anything healing from your break up, past traumas, broken friendship, grief or anything that makes your heart ache and you cant forget it. I have realized one thing that you only heal from things when you really accept them...

To the poeple who stayed πŸ₯‚ ❤️

So sup I hope y'all are doing well, as i am writing this i'm superrrrr excited for my 18th BIRTHDAY like wthhhhhh i will be 18 like i just remember being idk 10 or something and now i'm 18 like wow. Okay so if you didnt get it till now i'm the kind of person who is always excited for birthdays like everyones bday its just so special. Trust me ik how everyone thinks that it's childish to be so excited for your bday well then i'm a child who is turning 18. SO coming to the main thing which i wanna let out starting with a great quote (i feel like i'm writing a thesis paper where i give a quote and then i have to explain how that is so relatable in my life πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚)  IT'S ALL ABOUT REALIZING THAT, YOU CAN'T PUNISH THE PEOPLE WHO STAYED..FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LEFT. Okay, so I'm not really trying to make a point here with this quote, but I really believe that sometimes we focus too much on the people who left and forget to appreciate the ones who are still ...

Love is in the February air.

so sup I hope y'all are doing well, there is one quote that I think about a lot nowadays which goes. "THERE'S  SO  MUCH  PEACE  IN  KNOWING  THAT  YOU  WILL  NOT  MISS  OUT  ON  WHAT'S  MEANT  FOR  YOU" We all think life could have been better if we would have been someone else. I mean we all, the people whom we think are the prettiest, the most intelligent, the coolest person also think the same. I have come to the realization that everyone’s life is messed up everyone is suffering from something that they can’t talk about, I have always been the person who can’t share much I am very expressive but when it comes to actually opening up, and telling what I feel I can’t idk why I just can’t process but ig that’s normal sometimes you find the people who will leave you for certain things and sometimes some people will love you, particularly for that things so I think it's just we have to find our people. And I t...