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Cheers to a New Year πŸ₯‚

Sup, i hope y'all are doing good. Happy New Year🧚🏻‍♀️, sending everyone warm hugs. no matter how many resolutions you have made for 2025, or vision boards, or some goals (i have done all that shit). I want you to remember that "if we don't enjoy what we have right now, then we don't have anything", we as humans always want more which is a good thing but sometimes we should make a stop and look around, is it really worth it? i hope whatever you are working hard for, you get it but make sure you actually want it. if you are sacrificing so many important things for something then please make sure it will make you happy, sometimes we go fast in our life, running behind our goals that we forget that we have a life and our people and we gotta respect that as well.
you might ask why suddenly all of this but actually i saw this documentary where this family is living a very happy life but suddenly they got the news that all the kids in the family only have vision for 1 year and then they would be completely blind so the parents take them to backpacking trip for an entire year so they can collect memories. this made me think how we take little things in our life for granted such as our vision, ability to walk, talk, breathe. we always delay thinking that we have got so much time in our life, i will go vacation next year, i will ask her out next feb, i will make things right next week. so so many things we delay thinking all this but you never know whats gonna happen next. So please do whatever it takes to be happy in a moment at least once in a while, go to that trip, ask that girl out, make things right with your people, cause i feel the people in our life are only the real happiness and they can only make us believe and achieve things that truly aspire us. 
And also i really hope 2025 be your best year, it has been to a great start for me, MY STORY IS GETTING PUBLISHED IN UIC JOURNAL. I did ice skating , i did my first crypto investment, i got full scholarship for a conference which is in Michigan so that will be my first FREE trip. Deesha got me a new year present that hasn't arrived but its a CROCHET kit. i bought a fitted white shirt that i wanted since so long. i play squid game a lot which is a mobile game by Netflix. i make lot vlogs. i also got till interview round for a job that i have wanted. ahhh and Deesha got haircut (tere naam).
Being honest 2024 was mixture of everything for me, i survived, i won, i lost, i wondered all the time about everything, but trust me sometimes not doing anything is doing a lot of things, so even if you are feeling that it wont work out or its not going good, don't worry. sometimes you just have to survive a year and thats also a lot. I wish you best of everything and i have nothing but so much love and respect for everyone and i truly wanna apologize to anyone whom i was rude or ignorant to. let me know what is your take on this and please feel free to dm me about anything, im always all ears.
wishing you a very blessed new year.
XOXO,
Charmi.❤️


Comments

Anonymous said…
Congratulations on all your achievements so far, you did great!! (PS - I got curtain bangs)
Charmcharm21 said…
Cute! I can read the energy through the text.

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