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2024 🫶🏻

 And just like that 2024 began ..

My biggest resolution in 2024 is to learn how to say no and noooo I couldn’t even follow that on very first day of year.I did people pleasing for my dad which was still very fine cause it was for him and oh nooo it doesn’t end there. After my flight landed and when i was getting complimentary hotel from the airline which was a 5star resort i had to share rooms just because i simply couldn’t deny when one of the girls came up with the idea of sharing room. 3 girls 1 room. So just because ( the audacity i have to use just because 😂) i couldn’t say no I didn’t sleep nicely and i was genuinely so so scared and ohh you’re so wrong if you think it ends here i mean you know me cmon. My best friend almost killed me when i said that i might be sharing my window seat with someone ,she was legit pissed. And welllll God know things for sureee cause im so luckky there was no one in my row like all three seats for me (yayyyy🥳🥳till it becomes nayy). The air hostess was really sweet, she called me a young lady and advised me to reserve all the seats for myself but ofcccc i had to like i had to ruin something and that was my chance for ruining the perfect flight experience. A middle aged woman came to me almost pleading that if two seats are available she wants to sit there with her son as she was dropping him off to the university which accidentally is same university as mine (small world) .Sooo ofcc I couldn’t say no, all i could think was :my mom would have done this for me if she was coming to drop me off .So they are currently sitting besides  me and they are sleeping and I can’t sleep cause i freaking forgot my neck pillow 😭😭 i literally forgot so many important things in india (brb crying,naah dw im not crying..i dont even know if im the same girl who cries atleast 3 times while reading a novel and didn’t cry when she was actually supposed too i mean wth but ya that just means i am really capable of doing things like idk but lets think i am ). Well that’s it for now ,if you’re still here (awwwww🫂🫂) i really appreciate you reading this much for me 🫶🏻and i really miss everyone a lot.

But yaa just like that 2024 began. 

Lovee,

Charmi 🌷


Comments

Stupid said…
Told yaa, you don't know how to say no😭😂,but kemmm the window sit😐.
Koi nai, have a great year ahead ♥️.
Anonymous said…
You're such a beautiful soul🥹🫶
Anonymous said…
So i am friend of yours (obviously)
But you didn't expect me to comment on your blog
Cuz you stereotypes me all the time
But still very crezy experience of yours in flight
And enjoy at your university

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