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Euphoria 🦢

 So Suppp ??! (anyone reading this please text me and tell me what's going in there life, pleasee do that, i would be so happy), I hope y'all are doing goodd, im still healing hahahah. no really ,I'm becoming better in every ways nowadays (you see the rhyming skills i got, ways and days). Let's start this with a quote:

"I have a deeply hidden and inarticulate desire for something beyond the daily life"- Virginia Woolf

"Unless I am myself, I am nobody"- Virginia Woolf 

if you didnt get the very obvious thing, I'm in my virginia woolf era, i love her poetry and quotes.

Anyways, hello again near and dear ones, i genuinely hope you are doing great and you're happy in your life but in case if you're not then please hang on and keep going you will be happy. Have you ever felt in your life that you are exactly where once you wanted to be, we keep chasing our goals which is awesome but sometimes we need to appreciate ourselves for how far we have come so please do that from time to time and be kind to yourself. I remember before my 16th birthday i told my mom that people in America celebrate 16 as if its a big deal, so lets move there and lets celebrate my 16th bday there and my mom laughed. WHO the hell in this world knew that i would celebrate my 18th Birthday in America, If I had told the 16-year-old Charmi this, she probably would have thought I was the most stupid person alive. However, as I write this from Chicago, I had just returned from a fantastic bike ride that left me feeling as though this was it—this was what I had always wanted. I went biking near Lakeshore by myself, and I can honestly say that I saw things that were better than movies. I felt content, and as I sat and watched the sunset between the Chicago skyline, it helped me forget all of my problems.After 18 years of life, I've come to the realization that difficulties and problems will inevitably arise and there is nothing you can do to stop them. At times like this, you should just pause, stand back from everything, and be happy that things are still going on."IF YOU DONT LIKE WHERE YOU ARE , MOVE YOU'RE NOT A TREE"

Contentment is a decision, not an outcome. Until you decide to be happy, nothing will make you happy. Until you choose to be happy, no one can make you happy. You are the source of your own happiness; it will not come to you.

chalo phir bbye, Thank you so so much for reading it till the end,

XOXO ❤️🫂 

Comments

Dhwani Vyas said…
That was really beautiful and inspiring charmi. From the very first line it felt like to continue reading. And when I reached end it felt like I should be reading more such content and for that I think you should post more such blogs. And thank you for lighting up my day!!
24 May 2024 at 09:18
Anonymous said…
That 16 yrs..old was just being cute,thinking about happiness in her life😌..you are being stupid giving this must attention to problems and tension (aatli attention man de atleast i'll be happy, same thi text karta to aavad tu nathi).But whatever this is life..you're just being that stupid thing..what was the word..yeah MATURE 🙂.
Anyway good to hear you're doing good in you're life hope sane in future too..
Btw Tu book kyre lakhe che...aa nana nana blogs bog jaldi vanchai jai che..
24 May 2024 at 09:50
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